Saturday, December 31, 2005

Cagayan Scandal

This happened this year
Miss Cagayan second runner up was involved in a sex scandal.
The boyfriend caught their scenes on his cellphone
It got broken.. He got it fixed..
And in the process.. A technician spread it over the net.. to Singapore, Japan. Thailand.
The end result was her father got a stroke and entered in the ICU, after seeing the video.
The girl committed suicide.

I heard the story in the classroom
The professor made light the situation
By being the funny man that he is..
I could not make myself laugh..
I was the saddest girl in the room
I felt bad for her.
I guess at that moment.. I knew that girl.
She could be anyone.. you, me, a sister, a classmate, a teacher..

My point is.. if you knew the end of this story..
The stroke and the suicide.. would you still watch it?
Every action has consequences.. even yours and mine..

I don’t think I’m better than anyone..
I have nothing against videos
But I do believe what’s meant to be private should be left alone..
It is exploitation.. and if you pin it down to them.. how can they exploit themselves?

What is immorality and scandalous?
Immorality is something you would not want your neighbors to know..
And the latter would be caught on video..
What the difference between hypocrisy?

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Bersee

Bersee is my dutymate in staffing and head nursing
I critized her before..
I have to say now she has turned around 360 degrees..

Maayos siya makitungo sa mga bata
Kinakausap niya mga pasyente
Sinasamahan niya sa bedside mga bata

Ako ata nagkulang
Feeling ko hindi ako approachable
Nag didiscuss naman ako
Wala siguro talaga ako karisma
Taga Prepare lang ako ng mga meds
Ewan ko ba lumulutang ata ako nun
Hindi ko talaga alam kung pano magpaka PN
I dont even check the IV levels
Check ko lang pag start ng shift
Walang kwentang PN ano
Haay...

Pero in fairness
Witty naman talaga dating ni Bersee
Masipag naman

Palapit na ang board..
Ang dami ng coverage
Papasa ba ako..
An dami ko pang hindi alam

Saturday, December 03, 2005

hollywood badboy

(On the girl that will interest him) "The usual obvious bullshit. Sense of humour, a bit of danger, good fun. A good heart is a really sexy thing. All women have the potential to be sexy and it's nothing to do with the dress someone wears or the make-up they put on their face, it's the aged-old cliche saying: 'What comes from inside'. God, I've met gorgeous women who I'd fancy and give one to, but at the end of the day they're not particularly sexy because they haven't got much going inside and they are too concerned with themselves. And then I've met women who wouldn't be as nearly as attractive and, because of the sense of fun they have and their joi de vivre, as they say, they'd be much sexier and you'd fall for them in a nanosecond"-Colin Farrell

He has two tattoos on his left forearm. The first one is the words "Carpe Diem" (Latin for "Seize the day"). Beside this tattoo there is a second tattoo, which is a black cross.

"I do have the ability to explore life and to be over the moon at the smallest thing - a few pints and a craic in the pub and I'm in heaven. But I have a melancholy side to me as well. Acting allows me to feel things, it kind of buys me human experience. And I don't mean this as acting as higher cause, because it's not, but it does kind of have a higher awareness emotionally."

Yesterday.. all my troubles seems far away

Sanction: Absent for two days. Coz butchis and lerma were absent. I hear they're throwing us to infanta for 5 days. I dont know ho to face the press.. Naiisip ko din mali discarte. Dapat one of us went to school and see the seriousness of the activity (nurses week ala intrams). So nanyari someone did inform us pero too late na. I got a medical certificate but i doubt this will hold.

Emily Rose: Good movie. 3:00 am. one, two, three, four, five, SIX. Joints locking together, catatonic state, voices.. scary

Educational Tour: Sa FX ng Jeep.. Mas matipid gumamit ng Pride kesa Breeze at Tide. Hindi siya ganun kabula kaya mas konting tubig ang gagamitin sa pagbanlaw. Mas matapang ito dahil masmarami ang content na lye, ang ginagamit sa pagpapaputi. Mararamdaman din ito dahil maiinit ito sa kamay.. Mas minam uminom ng mineral water kesa sa distilled water para sa hydration at pagreplenish ng fluids sa katawan. Ito ay nagtataglay ng electrolytes na kelangan ng ating katawan.. Ayon sa isang researcher, pag gumamit ka ng dalawang wire at binabad sa tubig (distilled) ay hindi magkakaroon ng current.. Ewan ko lang. Di ba water is a good conductor of electricity. Hmm baka naman ang tubig (mineral water) ang source ng electricity dahil sa electrolyte? parang lumalabo..

Friday, December 02, 2005

Mga anghel na walang langit

Grabe upon winning the miss werido award medyo na depress ako. I called doctora and asked her if she wants to go out. I went to humana then she invited me to dinner. We went with two med reps des and harlene. We ate at Unamas, heaven pagkain... Anyway conversation took place from french eats for 3 hours, they enjoy the flavor of the food. Gays and redemption the usual subject. Prostitution, child abuse and mouth sores. New info now adays daw throat swab and culture should be an SOP for APT (acute pharengeal tonsilitis). Gonorrhea (caused by Neisseria gonorrhoeae) well according to doctora once u've been infected with it even if u have been treated. Just by sitting with a person infected with a same strain bacteria will cause you to be triggered by the same infection. Talk about being immnunocompromised. Daig mo pa si superman sa krptonite. Pero this info is malabo.. Kasi she mentioned the example na herpes simplex and herpes zoster (shingles). yun possible pa yun.. Pero STDs are STDs. Labo ba.. I mean when u say sexually transmitted they have to involve sex acts.

Sa San Lazaro daw madami ni tre treat na mga bata na may mouth sore.. usually yung mga bata na nagtitinda ng sampagita. Pinapara at para sa 5 piso ay pinagsasamantalan na... May batang babae rin raw na 13 o 14 na nagtratrabaho sa may pier ay nabibiktima rin sa parehing karahasan.. Nakakalungkot isipin. Nakakapanginig sa laman ang dulot ng mga kwentong na dahil sa tulak ng sikmura ay nababalot ng lagim ang mga bata sa kamaynilahan.

Alam ko masama hatulan ang kapwa tao pero nasa matinong isip kaya nila ginawa yun. Sa sandaling ginawa nila yun ay parang sinapian na sila ng demonyo o di kaya sila na mismo ang mga kampon.. Wag naman sa mga bata.


Para sa mga kapatid kong mga bading.. There are actually support groups for gay who wants to be converted to be straight. Nkakatuwa nga e. Mga counselors ay dating gays din who embraced being straight.