an sakit..

an hirap.. mag get over.. eto na naman.. walang kamatayan get over..
hindi naman mahirap maging single.. pero masakit ma decline..

Ano pa ba.. sa sabado.. punta na ko ng infanta.. exciting? ok lang..
basta sana may magawa akong may katuturan at kabutihan..

ok namn pala sa san lazaro.. walang challenge... hahhaha
kayang kaya.. kala ko naman hindi kaya ng powers.

down with the flu

im down with the flu..
viral rhinorinitis (nd ko sure kung tama spell)
body pain, nausea, headache..

taking up nasal decongestant n paracetamol..

i had a nasty dream 2 nights ago..
surprise.. surprise..
higly unlikely..

ang badoy na nitong blog..

stand by me..

asan k n??
u've heard my laughter but never tasted my tears
ur always there to cheer me up
but ironically ur the one who breaks my heart


if i could make life easier for one day to one person
that would be enough..
so does it mean me saving the world? nah not really
guess just taking time to be nice.. and hope that kindness fills the heart of the person.
they be kind to others also.

sabog n nmn utak ko.. este open minded

i love indulging to good food, fine cuisine and a good view.
i like good conversation..

i like taking the LRT in the morning like 5:30am.. God knows i'm so poor in direction and I always get myself lost.

often times i find myself lost in my thoughts..

saw a part of carmen and dave's wedding (electra n navarro)..
its eccentric and sweet.. their vows was sweet.
"things i cant live without, the taste of ur tear and the sound of ur laughter" or something like that. "you fixed my broken heart".

in terms of health.. na stre-stress out na ako..
bat ba ayaw ko pa gumaling.. hassle na ito..
baka meant to be patient ako.. nd nurse.. grrr
ayaw ko na mag positive sa culture..
ayaw ko na ng allergy, tonsilitis at pharingitis..
tantanan niyo na ako..

what are you worth..

I'm worth to be cared for and loved..
As we all are..

Life is ironic and tragic at times..
For all these people.. Have strenght.. Be brave..
Cry.. Never give up.. Live.. Love again..

You are worth the blood of Jesus
that He saved you from the cross
He walked the street naked, carrying a cross on his shoulder
He died for you and me.

He loves you so much
That you are are worth it
And should love yourself in reasonable amounts
Enough not to be stepped on or abuse.

sadness and making peace

There is a sadness in my heart..
I don't know where it starts..
How do you feel it? When all the laughter died out..
You hear its silence and your heart beats slowly you barely feel it
And it hurts..
It decays your heart slowly.. Until it beats no more..

Saw my doctor.. Dr. Gonzales an ENT...
Diagnosis is possible allergy, tonsilitis and pharingitis
I'm on anti histamine...
My ASO titer is negative.. thats negative for strep..
I had klebsiella... hopefully cleared out..
I'll check on wenesday for a throat culture..
In light on things maybe this is a humbling experience..
Of all the student nurses.. I know at present what it is like to be sick..
I have to take care of the sick.. Be the nurse now, all I can be before my time is up.
Maybe this is my final legacy. Let His will be done right.

To my dad, I love u. I always will
inspite of everything I still love u..
not because your my father.. I love you because of the grace of Jesus
It is He who soften my heart in forgiveness and love.

my treasures

I really have to say my brothers..
I adore them.. I don't know where I'll be without them..

I love them dearly..
They make life worth living..
Every breathe.. Every heart beat..

I love taba choy n payat skywalker.