bitter amplaya

tinangal ko na ito but i've posted this again.. well because it just feels good to dry out this dirty laundry. it feels right..

original tittle: injured pride *biase cut and half truths. i've reposted this to the nearest possible date i can remember.

i talked to meki, somebody i loved. well.. ansakit sa pride. after 3 months of no communication here he is with his explanation. He had a girlfriend.. Grabe at nagtago pa sa palda ng babae.

bt k nawala? kesyo he wanted to protect me from being in the middle of things. his words were ayaw niya ako madamay.

Ano nagyari sa iyo? wala raw siya ginawa kundi mag research at mag stalk. hindi raw niya matanggap na naloko siya blah blah...

Minahal mo ba siya? hindi raw. The girl was manipulative, nd kaya tanga lang siya. naku naman bt pa ayaw aminin na na-inlove siya.

Bat hindi k n nagtxt? wala raw siya na-rereceive. so sa 3 text ko at different times, wala siya nareceive. O my gulay, at dinamay pa ang globe.. o come on mamon.. kelan ba nangyari yun sa inyo.

his statements are in conflicts.. may sinabi na siya before tapos babawiin niya. grabe nasa rebound.. i'm just really lucky i have friends that are my advisers dahil pag love pinaguusapan uto uto ako at bulag pa :)

Childbirth

My friend au ask me what its like giving birth
I never had that experience
But I have to say ignorance is bliss
Watching from across the table
I say the pain is hell
Its like going to hell and back to earth
Waking up with a miracle

Maybe its only fair since
Making love is like going to heaven and back to earth
Waking up beside an angel
That’s from Robbin Williams in what dreams may come..

Men in passing

They are like the 7-11 joint.. The stops that you take before the destination
Is it infatuation? Possibly
I’m tired of taking stops
But do we really need those stops?

To tickle our heart in beating faster
To have more control of our emotions
To practice better judgment
Plainly to grow out of our nursery clothes?

Infatuation…
It’s like a disease
An illness you want to get rid of
But hey got to see brighter side of things

A lot like love
Onset is acute

frens prens2 *breakfast special

All is well in the real world.. same sleepy lazy eyes in the morning..
Pahingi ng cape.. cha..
Life is more than sore throat and lazy mornings and afternoon.
The sentiments of an unemployed

My friend n I made up from what I posted on part 1. Hindi na ganun ka saya kasi hindi na ultra asaran pero at least wala namang duguan.

Lord pick me up from this darkness
Shelter me in Your arms
Wisk away flies
Sing to me when I sleep

Wake me into sunshine that kisses my face
Embrace me with the wind the soothes and calm my soul
Engross me in nature that I may see your beauty and greatness

Wake me up from this dream that I call life

pa autograph nga..

Flourence Nightengale
-contribution niya sa field na nursing. Basic na how a clean environment helps in the improvement of health.

Marcelo H. Del Pilar
-aka Pipeng Dilat, greatest political analyst daw. Sa version niya ng amanamin. saludo ako sa iyo illustrado, mga taong edukado na sa panunulat e binubuksan ang mga mata ng mamayan. People like him who used his blood to write history (don't take it literally). Sana may umusbong pang tulad nya sa panahong kinalalagyan.

Mao Tze Deong
-communist brother, alagad ni Carl Marx. Educated the unducated peasant in the province about communism. Kaya dami niya followings, the cities that are guarded by the troops of Chang Kai Shek are surrounded by the provinces.

Daughters of Charity
-their continue devotion of service to the poor. Their dedication and in their vocation to God.

Keanu Reeves
-pwede pa-kiss, grabe crush talaga kita. Gwapo sobra.

Alexander the great

Buddha
-wisdom and kindness

Mahatma Gandhi
-law graduate siya. educated abroad. Choose to go back to his country to fight social caste system (discrimination).

Oprah
-girl power.. nauna pa siya sa power puff girls (ang pinakaunang power puff girl).

Alanis Morissette
-Idol ko ito sobra dati.. Jagged little pill rocks! enlightened one. iba magsalita and yung point of view niya. hippie talaga cool.

Angelina Jolie
-beautiful.. weird.. kind..

Santita

Sana eto seryoso.. i wished i was raised by my grandmother
She was a religious woman who regularly goes to church, as in almost everday
I would have imagine that i'd be a nun, if i grew up in Daet

There something about them nuns and monks alike
the inner peace...
I'm jealous of their vocation, love and devotion to God

I went to this monastery temple in china way back in 1996
I was only 14.. It was beautiful
the garden, the food (vegetarian cuisine)
They have a meditation room

I was drawn to a monk (woman)
There was a sense of peace that brightens her face
I wanted to surrender but i held back and turn away
I didn't abandon Jesus

Being a monk is a fantasy
now that i'm all grown up not mention old
career is of priority
but still i wonder whats imporatant in the world
it lies on the other side of the temple
the temple is only a place where you find youself