Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Beauty and Madness

Hay finally na retrieve ko blogspot k :) missed blogging.. Talked with a college friend.. Didnt realize I was an emotional junkie then, and quite frequent emotional outburst. Hay.. I'm soo weird, the yester years seems a distant past from where I am now.. Maybe because I am in a better place, I found myself secure and happy thanks to Yves. . Still I am the same Yen just more subdue and calmer. I remember saying I want someone to tame me.. And I guess someone already have.

Remembering yester years its quite funny how years before what hurts me are the same things that can inflict pain.

"What is love?" intriguing questions that I love juggling around.. seems to be a philosophical questions.. So far the answer I got is.. Love is not given out of gratitude or pity.. Loving someone without knowing why.. Maybe that would work if you came to be in luck that the other person returns your affection and love. Or else something as irrational as thatalmost always drowns in heartache.

Reminising pain.. its always hard to love someone who doesnt love you back. To choose but not be chosen back.. Hay old sounds.. The emotional junkie miss the highs but I have to know better to take care of my heart.