three things are bothering me today:
1. My mother tested positive for streptococcus.. ASO titer is 4000, thats high. That means the bacteria is already in her bloodstream. I don't know where she got it from.. I know this and I have to be calm and assure her that she'll make it through. To tell her that we are lucky because we have the means to buy medicine to cure/counter such disease, while other people have none. She worries aside from that she also has a goiter problem, bone/joint and cholesterol problem.
2. I might be infected as well.. I have to get tested tomorrow, first thing in the morning.
3. I'd rather not post.. because my brother will read this again! :) How do you get over.. knowing logically your limitations. I mean why can't I be mad at him. Maybe above all else as with everything to get things done: need to practice discipline, self-control and a good head over the shoulder. And I lot of principles and fixed mind set that as stubborn as an arrow that shoots straight, never looks back and has only one target.